Thank you!

I WON?!

So the other night I get a tweet from Fiona - 

I was like win? and why #blogfestirl? I knew the Blog awards were happening but I thought there must have been a mix up maybe Fiona meant well done on the nomination. I didn't think it would be possible to actually WIN! 

So I searched for other #blogfestirl on twitter and found this:

Still it took a long long time to actually except that I had won, actually I still can't believe it! ha I didn't even want to blog or talk about it too much in case it was a mistake. I just want to say a huge HUGE thank you to all of you who voted me in for the chance to be judged, Means the whole to me, it really does. Only my close friends and family will know that I have been having a tough time lately in my personally life, my panic attacks are becoming more frequent, I don't sleep much and some times I can't bring myself to leave the house. Now I'm not saying that winning this has made all that go away (that's gonna take time) but it has helped to push me and has giving me some time to hold on to for the bad day. 

Here is my little badge that I wear with pride!!!

(I mean on my blog of course, I didn't print it out and walk around the place with it pinned to my top or anything...I swear) ;)